I’m sorry I am not really a motivation for you right now. In 2 weeks I can hopefully wear my own shoes again. I will update sometimes bus not a lott because there is not much to update..

Have a great day! X

God my weightloss is extremely going the wrong way. Can’t work-out because Of my surgery…. It is making me feel so bad! Going to sleep and tomorrow I am going to make a new diet schedule.

Sweet dreams to all of you! X

My weightloss isn’t going very well this week. I feel down. Don’t really know why.. maybe valentines day and I think about the guy who I used to date last year all day.. and yess then I probably start eating. It’s always going the wrong way when I forget my medicines I have to keep swallow them. 

I feel also down because I can’t walk normally because I had surgery on my feet and have to wear a very ugly shoe for 6 weeks and can’t run for 10 weeks.. I feel lost because I really want to be thin for summer. I’m going to make an eating plan today so I will be motivated again. 

I wish you all the best!

love, 

Bad day.. Bad day..
Tomorrow new chance. :)
sweet dreams followers!

69.4 kg! (153 lbs) LOST 3.2 kg already! 
and I am at my goal weight! omg didn’t weight 69.4 for 1,5 year! love to see this number on the scale! 

GOAL 1 ACHIEVED! 
REWARD: curling iron. 

I’m so happy happy happy! 
9 kg to go! (or maybe 3 more) 

70.2 kg!! Lost a total of 7.7 kg (17 lbs!!)

The scale told me 70.2 kg today! almost at my goal weight! Can’t wait till tomorrow because my weight will be under 70 then! I would be soooo happy!

The lemondetoxdiet is very good to follow! You feel full all day. En it really feels like you are kleening your body and my skin is beautiful!

Will keep you all updated about the diet!

Stay strong!
Only you can make it happen!

dearest followers!

I’m sorry for my late message about my lemon detox and about me. 
I just got back from the hospital and everything went better than I thought it would go. Don’t have a lot of pain I’m actually feeling great! tomorrow is my first day of school and I hope I won’t fall or hurt my feet. 

I started today again with my lemon detox because I had to stay longer in the hospital because of the weather. Now I’m home! My mom is joining me and today went great! we are going to follow it for 10 days. we went to a eco-shop and bought green powder, lemons, ahornsyrup and cayenne pepper. 

any questions about the diet? please ask! 

Hope you all are doing great! and hope today was a great day! 

xxxx

weighted myself tonight and the number on the scale was 71.2 kg!! So I lost a total of 6.7 kg (15 lbs). I’m definately back on track! My goal was 70 kg but it’s 1 kg more.. Not that bad lost 2 kg in 3 weeks don’t think that is very bad..

Tomorrow is my surgery I have to be at the hospital at 07:15 am and have to stay there for one night.. I hope I don’t have a lot of pain. I really want to do my lemon detox but in the hospital that will be very difficult.. I will feel very misserable after the surgery because of the narcose.. Can’t do sports for 12 weeks.. Can walk normally after 6 weeks.. god god god. I hope my lemon detox will keep me motivated.

Sweet dreams everybody!

I have days where I want to just sit in my room and hide because of how ugly I feel, and people tell me “You’re so pretty” but I don’t feel that way, and I’m not fishing for complements. And truthfully, if I feel like this, then probably you do too. People never realise that I might feel like this, because I’m the girl that’s always making people smile and laugh. Could you imagine me sad? Probably not. Some days I get so upset I want to take days off school because of my lack of confidence. And that was the point when I realised that something was wrong. A lot of people don’t expect me to even think like this because I’m the girl that talks to everybody and walks around with my head held high looking proud, but after a while though, something just happened to make me lower my head. A lot of girls think if they don’t have a boyfriend that they’re ugly and they’ll do a lot of different things to change their body to change their self image which they never should of done in the first place. Everyone is gorgeous just the way they are, and I finally realise that now, don’t lie, you’ve been there. Everybody has. Striving for this ‘image of perfection’ when we were all born one of a kind and perfect in our own way. So recently I realised something, just because 1 person tells you something or a few people doesn’t mean that there aren’t people out there that think your amazing just the way you are, and one of them, including me. I decided to get up off my butt and discovered that the only person who can make me feel better it me, only YOU can change your view on life, so if you think you’re amazing, then you are amazing. Beauty doesn’t come from the outside, it’s comes within, and yeah it took me a while to realise that, but I finally did. And don’t get me wrong, life is hard and there’s going to be things that hold you back and make you feel bad about yourself. I have my own set of issues and even though I may not know you personally, I know you have issues too. Even if there big or small there still issues, and when people make fun of other people that list of issues just gets bigger and bigger, making your head lower and lower. So just remember that everybody goes through different things. You most likely are going through something that’s making you upset right now but what makes you different from anybody else? Because a person that you barely know is going through something too, and they need somebody. You’re probably wishing that you had somebody to help you right now and they are too. Everybody is in the same boat, you AREN’T alone, you may think you are, but your not. Being yourself is the prettiest thing a person can be. I love you all, and please never think you’re anything other then amazing.

All my love!